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April 25, 2009

nak kutuk diri sendiri ni..
dosa tak kalau benci diri sendiri?
dosa kan kalau mintak mati..
tapi boley ingat mati..
kenapa dari kecik2 dulu saya tak mati?
kenapa?? kenapa??
kenapa perlu saya sakitkan hati orang lain?
orang yang saya sayang sangat2..
i hate my self!!
kalau nak pendam dalam hati leh tak?
pastu nangis puas-puas..
sebab apa?
sebab menyesal dengan perbuatan diri sendiri..
sebab tu saya benci diri saya..kenapa saya tak mati masa saya kecik2 dulu kan?
so,takdelah saya jumpa semua orang...
saya ni baik tak??
TAK!! saya jahat..saya selfish..
sebab tu saya bencikan diri saya..
saya cuma nak orang sayangkan saya..
saya cuma nak orang berikan perhatian kat saya..
saya nak berubah..berubah jadi matang..
tapi kepala otak saya tak laju-laju jugak.
sebab saya bodoh..
terima kasih ya allah, sebab lahirkan saya tanpa cacat cela..tapi untuk apa??
saya benci diri saya..
tolonglah..ubahkan perangai saya..

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6 Comments:

Blogger MOLY said...

buya jangan benci kat diri sendiri
kena sayang diri sendiri

jangan marah2 k
take care dear
:)

26 April, 2009

 
Blogger Cik Buya said...

sayang jugak..tapi benci jugak..
camne??
:'(

26 April, 2009

 
Anonymous Anonymous said...

buya..
ak sedih bc post ko..
tbe2 tingat laki ak!!
wawawawawa...
tah la..
mgu ni mmg mgu sdih ak..
ak nyer sdih smpai kesah x kesah je xm data struct..
tp nk wat cne..
ak rndu dy..
rndu laki ak..
wat mende pun x jln..
hmm..
2 la..owg bcinte ak pun cbuk nk bcinte...
huu..
tp ak x nyesal..
ak syg dy..
buya..
tlg ak!!
huu...

27 April, 2009

 
Blogger Cik Buya said...

huhu. yelah.
hmm. ko jumpa la dia buat ilang rindu ko tu yang oii.

iiskh..
:'{

27 April, 2009

 
Blogger sya amran said...

dearest buya.

i tink i understand how u feel.
camana nak get rid of dat feeling?
go out wif ur fren.then, u will appreciate life more, better.

saba ey buya. idup mmg slalu naik turun. time kite kt bawah tuh, mmg kena banyak saba. ingat ur parents. k?

:)

saba tau..nak komen/nasihat bebanyak pon..xleh, idup sendiri pon terkontang kanting.

take care ey.

27 April, 2009

 
Blogger Cik Buya said...

tenkiu sya..
skarang da ok skit.
benci betul bila perasaan tu datang.
tak pasal2 sedih sendiri.
hurm..kawan2 plak masing ade problem masing2.

27 April, 2009

 

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